Lethargy

Creatively, I'm at something of a standstill right now. A lot of that is just my situation right now. I've been working at a place that involves a lot of mental and emotional heavy lifting, and coming home from that to create stuff can be draining. A lot of the time I just pour myself into a chair and watch TV or make all of the blue links on Reddit purple. It isn't productive, but I still haven't found a way to keep my brain energy high between work and… other work.

I have projects that I'm working on, but it can be difficult to stay motivated and get them done. A lot of the time I feel like my work isn't real until I'm showing its to someone, which is part of what drives me to work collaboratively. I can show work in progress to people and get feedback and support and direction. But I've been mostly plugging away at this stuff myself for the last little bit and I find that I'll start w lot of projects that never get shown to anyone. Maybe I should do more public writing. I found my old Tumblr projects engaging partly because they gave me an audience right away and partly because I had some high-fallutin ideas about what I was going to do with those projects.

Anyway, I felt like this blog could use a bit of a creative update, and I think that the update us mostly 'Im not doing anything to update you on just at the moment.”